I’m not going to be specific. I’m not going to let my emotions overflow. All I am going to say is that life is so hard. And sometimes, people that you’d never think would hurt you, do. However, I have no room for hate in my heart. Only love. So no matter how painful it gets and how much I hurt, I will let love overflow. I’ve never felt this kind of pain before, but I need to remember:
“Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that.” -MLK Jr.
So today, to try a let the love shine through, I want to say some things I am unbelievably grateful for.
Prayers of love
My healthy body
My education & job
Family & friends (yes, 2x)
I am not okay. I won’t pretend to be.
But I do want to be okay.
It will take a while. And it will be a messy, bumpy ride. But I’ll get there.
And my heart will be more full of love, for everyone, than ever.